The Natural Growth of Supernatural Gifts

i give my muses a lot of advice about intuitive gifts that i wish someone had told me when i was just discovering mine.

mainly, that your abilities can often start out small and grow as you use them. part of the design of our supernatural gifts is to expand with practice and experience as we increase in cosmic awareness and daily relationship with the Father.

there’s a lot of talk in spiritual communities about which programs, schools, and modalities to train in and very little about just starting and using what you have. i would not be where i am today without hundreds, likely thousands of hours of practice with my intuitive senses in order to grow them and understand what i was getting, honing my technique and changing my beliefs based on how my gifts were affecting real life.

my abilities did not start off strong at all. i could have convinced myself that i was imagining the thoughts and images that would fill my head out of nowhere while i was looking at a spread… the subtle flow of energy in and around my body, like drifts of air in a still room… and the little life hints and signs i was given by the Father before i knew Him, to make choices that would expand my gifts and activate my mission.

i needed time to ‘awaken’ and accept that these things were real, that they were more supportive than scary, and could be of use to others even if they were small. for me, this took three years of simply living with a little extra insight… researching the cosmic and multidimensional, following my guidance when i recognized it, training in reiki with a mentor, teaching myself to channel messages through tarot, practicing everything as much as i could.

at the end of this phase, i was guided by God to leave my office job and work as a professional intuitive at a retail store. i didn’t feel ready at all, but i followed the instruction. the experience itself was not completely positive, but it was just what i needed to accelerate my abilities. 

i had to get very comfortable with meeting strangers and immediately sharing what i was picking up about their lives. low pay, high pressure, strict time limits, clients of all perspectives from skeptical to desperate. doing 500 accurate readings under those conditions helped immeasurably to build trust in my gifts under stress, receiving direct confirmation from others that the information coming through for them was true even when i doubted myself.

ironically, this career leap into the supernatural was also the beginning of me questioning the New Age.

i had proved to myself that what i was sensing was real and could tangibly support others… but so many other parts of my life were stagnant or broken. i didn’t understand why so many of my co-workers with incredible psychic abilities and decades of study in occult knowledge were still struggling with poverty, depression, failed relationships, and more… with added cosmic drama, like people accusing each other of black magic attacks at work.

over the next few years, i would move through the furnace of refining my multidimensional beliefs as i let go of mainstream spirituality, studied matrix systems and programs, learned and questioned organic ascension, and encountered the Holy Father and Mother in a brand new way. my intuitive gift templates began to clear and rebuild themselves from within, to align with downloading Truth from God and using ordained energy work to heal the soul.

additional time, practice, healing, and intimacy with God has brought me to new, mind-blowing levels with my gifts… but if i had waited until i was sure of them to start, i never would have gotten anywhere. often, women discount the insights that start as subtle body sensations or synced signs because they’re not visual or just don’t seem psychic enough. the only solution for this is to keep working with your abilities to expand belief and trust… and heal any soul wounds connected to doubt and fear of the supernatural.

when women are more confident in their cosmic gifts and worldview, the limiting factor can be lack of inner union– because relationship with the Father is needed to disconnect your abilities from the matrix, unlock their higher potential, and initiate into true spiritual authority. if you have extensive skill in your gifts but still feel a gap in personal power and life progress, then this is worth exploring.

another theme that has come up for me and many others is a constant longing to do more with your gifts– more magic, more results, more miracles– even when you experience and work with the supernatural daily on a level that the average person can’t believe. this need may seem like an issue with insecurity or unworthiness (and sometimes those wounds are also present), but it’s actually part of the soul calling to higher mastery of cosmic abilities and deeper impact on the world by doing God’s work.

this desire doesn’t go away when you reach the next level of intuitive skills and wisdom… it actually increases as you make progress, because you have greater proof for what you know is possible beyond that. it challenges and expands your faith to stand for ordained power that is truly life changing in service to humanity… while you continue to learn and grow.

acknowledging and using your supernatural gifts does not have to mean identifying as a New Age witch or psychic. we live in a time when God’s immortal design for the body is coming back online for much of humanity, retrieving our cosmic abilities. these are gifts from the Father, built into the blueprint of our souls, activated by the pouring of His Spirit into us. we each have a choice to accept or deny them, and place them in service to the matrix or the Kingdom.

if you’re wondering ‘who am i to have spiritual gifts?’ you may want to ask ‘where is my limited self-image keeping me from using the eternal talents that God has placed in me?’ if you want to grow your gifts, practice using them a hundred more times and see what happens. play and experiment as much as possible. if you have no idea where to start, ask the Father for directions and confirmations, mentors and lineages, activations and initiations. He will provide.